TIME TO KISS HIGHSCHOOL GOODBYE FOREVER BABY!

   
GOODBYE HIGHSCHOOL, I'VE LOVED EVERYTHING YOU'VE GIVEN ME ALL THESE YEARS.
UNTILL THEN WE SHALL NEVER MEET AGAIN.
LOVE YOU LONG TIME.
PS. DON'T MISS ME.
LOTS OF LOVE J.

So, exams are all over for the year. May i tell you all how glad and happy i am about this.
but but valedictory is yet to come, so hopefully that'll put it a good end for the year.
Friday was my last exam for the year, though the feeling hasn't hit me yet.
hopefully i'll jump in joy and freedom when it does.

Past few days caught up with Cellini, that fei por is leaving me aswell as my damn boyfriend
for 3 months oh great now Michael is leaving too. I love how my most beloved people like to leave me all the time.
er whatever.

Anyway we had dinner and watched Time travelers wife.
It was indeed worth every cent of my money.


how much would it bloody suck to always be the one waiting, waiting for your damn husband to come back, wondering every single moment of your married life when the next time he would  just vanish before your eyes.
just waitimg your whole life.

Just the thing i hate the most.
wait wait wait wait.

Home and just chatted for and chilled for the whole night.

Christinas Bbq,  got picked up then went to buy drinks.
chilled by the pool the whole day, just chilling, drinking and talking the whole night.
Joel took us to the beach afterwards.

 


Had a good night.
though very tiring.

Have the biggest headache at the moment,
No more drinking for me for a while.

hungry now.
goodnight my lovers.

J.

Park bom - You & I
That girls got a damn amazing voice, another reason to love 2NE1.

I just finished reading the entire Business Management text book and currently eating Macas!
I'm quite dreaded from today, even thought it was relaxing.
This weather suffocates me.
Bought a cute hay hat for Phillip Island hehe also got a new KATE mascara and DHC products.
WEWWW LIFE WILL BE GOOOD SOON!

So many people leaving so soon, makes me want to go overseas also,
but i remember telling myself i'm never going again.
MAJOR HOMESICK AND BORING.
shopping was the only thing i loved.

Anyway, past few days have been relaxing, didn't manage any studies.
My blackie is super cute.
I'll picture  everything once i can be stuffed.

i still have this massive lump at the back of my head, fee says to go doctors.
i say NO THANKYOU.

Why do i hate going to the doctors?
cause the last time I went was the worst experience alive, I guess it's something everybody one day willl hate to face, you know, that experience where they tell you, you've got this problem that problem, you need to do this and that.
How about another blood test?
NO FUCKIN THANKS.

I feel burnt already.
gross.


J

somewhat correct.
wrong about not caring whether your partner loves you, who would be stupid enough to waste their love on someone who doesnt love them back.
and yes, yes i am intimidating so i've been told.

Dear Joanna Lo, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

you should all try, it's funny.

Love j.

My horescope has been quite correct lately,
Kind of freakishly right to some extent.

Anyway before I forget,

HAPPY 18TH G LAI!


  we were young back then, hence why i look so unco.

还记得吗?

I miss my bloody friends.

I miss hanging out with Michael ung and bagging him whenever i get the chance.
I miss checking out every single person that walks past with John chua.
I miss my beautiful Jenifer Chan who babies me and makes me study
I miss my most considerate nanny Kylie hui who buys me food all the time
I miss Germaine Belvis' narkyness and bitch slapping her legs
I miss Christina Sarrin and her crazy driving skills
I miss trang and the long long conversations we have despite not being the bestest friends.
I miss phyllix trying to be sexual with me
I miss just chilling and chatting with Nicholas law
I miss samuel manga's sarcasm and his stupid jokes.
I miss bagging the shit out of perter hum
I miss chaniel dan's kind compliments and warm hugs
I miss just gettting to have girl time and d&m's with Gina mak.
I miss Bunjamin lai letting me have things my way whenever I am upset.
I miss having catchup sessions with Teck yeo over a cuppa coffee 1 in the morning.
I miss my asian groupie when we all used to hang out together
I miss going out whenever i want, being exam free and having a life.

Embracing summer when these exams are over.
first stop Christinas BBQ.
Catching up with Duck, it's been so long.
Job hunting, hopefully a good job.
Phillip island with all 20 of us trashing the house.
Queensland
P's & car
Hong kong if i can be stuffed, but i rather spend summer here.
Beach beach beach beach
time to grow, without khoo.
I'm looking forward to this summer, to see how the year will start off as.
To prove things wrong.

am i wrong again?

When things change, it's changed.
It's not easy pulling  it all back together.

J.

so i just realised i have this huge bump/ lump whatever at the back of my head from i dont know what.
and it feels damn retarded.

Maybe because thanks to simran for smashing her damn camera into my head and thought it was funny.
HA HA NOT.

abusive.

But then again asif it'll still be there after like 3 weeks?

OH and on the plus side!
I failed my further exam, who said it wasnt possible?

love life at  the moment, i really do.

j.

I wish VCE didn't matter.
LOve J

LOVE LOCKDOWN



ARGH at the thunder outside.
I miss all my bloody friends and i'm fed up with studying and being isolated between four walls.

Thanks for all the good luck messages my most beloved friends, espesh coming from friends I havn't been in contact with for basically the entire year.
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS TO COME!♥

English was alright, though could have been better.
But let the past be the past, got to ripp further next, despite not knowing how to do more then half the questions in the damn exam paper!
If i don't get good for my ENTER then i guess it's meant to be.
I've studied so crazily these past few weeks and if my efforts don't pay off this time round
fuck putting effort into anything.

Yes, i am indeed a negative person.
I just despise those who do nothing and gain satisfying results.
WHAT CAN I SAY? LIFES UNFAIR.
BOOHOO.

I am major pumped for the summer, already thinking about the positives, when i'm faced upon shit like this.

Apart from the constant studying going through my boring life, i've got great friends who all can drive now.
AHHAH so been out a few times enjoying melbournes summer nights' even though it's just for a little while stress less a lil. Fixed christinas hair for her, after her lil bad haircut.

Anyway I shall be off, have a long studious day at boxhill library with my love.
in otherwords getting owned by further.
9 in the morning, GG me much?
damn those carpet cleaners, oh fionas moving back home.

FIONA LO IF YOU'RE STALKING MY XANGA RIGHT NOW BEWARE TO NOT DISTURB MY PEACE OF MIND.

now, untill next thursdays my loves.


AIKEN HAS A  LOVE FOR LAME YOUTUBE VIDEOS
-________-


LOVER J.

Jarryd khoo is my favourite!
that's all.

J.

The more I continue to think about it the more the sickening feeling overwhelms me.
I'm not going to lie, i'm in the stage of panic.
and i'm afraid.

I'm afriad I won't get want I want.
afraid of regrets.

afriad that i'll fuck all this up.

I lack a bit of confidence, just a bit.

J.

WANTIRNA SECONDARY COLLEGE CLASS OF 2009

THE LAST GOODBYE
PHOTOS AS PROMISED.




 










rest of the photos @
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=160874&id=817149007

These past few days have by far been some of the best days i've had all year.
I have so much to say, but i'm awefully tired.
Just wanted to thankyou all for making this year happen.

Few things that happened the past week.

Nick's surprise dinner
Last day of official classes
transforming our uniform
Ms Wantirna
'celebration' day
Breakfasts
luna park
staying behind to blow balloons
parks
emmas house
egging people with chrissies crazy driving.

It has beeen crazy!!!
So busy so much fun so tiring.
Ending up watching tv while the others played drinking games last night.
I dontknow where they pulled the energy from, but i was exhausted.

Today my boyfriend came to see me, we finally watched
He's just not that into you
good movie, studied after he left.

SEEEE HOW GOOD I'VE BEEN
I didn't go out tonight nor cheers on tuesday.

It's been a long week, more studying to catch up on.

BYE EVERYONE.

LOve J.

I understand now, when they say year 12 is the most
AMAZING YEAR !

I have been having really amazing time with my friends these past few weeks.
Term 4 kicked term threes arse by far.
BY FARRRRRRRR I TELL YOU.

I LOVE ALL MY FELLOW ASIANS.
AND MY BOYFRIEND IS SUPER CUTE!
HOPE LIFE STAYS THIS WAY.
♥♥♥♥♥

Today studied in the senior centre with mei mei.
Lunch went milk bar to buy ice  cream with gem and sammy, neroshs bf gave us a lift.
chilled with peter and liz after lunch.

chrissie picked us up to spotlight to buy stuff.
we changed our entire summer dress into ...
you'll all see tomorrow.
It's cute.

Sofia's for Nicks surprise dinner!
that boy was prob feeling all emo cause we all bailed out on breakfast with him.
but we made up for it i guess.
Hope that boy had a awesome time, because I sure did.

Laughed a shit load.

Tomorrows the ending.
Next friday will be the start of exams.
It's kind of scary.


Will work extra hard when wednesday comes.
Promise.

P.s i'll upload pictures soon.

LOVE J.

Meet me halfway.
Cool. I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do.

DAYUMNNNN SONG!

GOODBYE CLASS OF 09!

While, I have the chance to say this.
Unfortunately I'm afriad I have to admit i've been enjoying school a lot more then usual.
I look forward to going to school and seeing those people i've spent my past 3 years with.
Thinking, just thinking about how much memories we've created together.
Only to realise that'll they'll move out from my life in a few more months time.
so now i'm learning to appreciate every single moment with these great people.

I've been so hung up on stress lately, I kind of forget what it was like ...
to smile with these people.

bye for now.

This weekend has been quite satisfying.
State, crown, dinner, cocktails, coffees, pancake palour, endless hours of chat, sneeking out, tutor, lil studies.

This is why, I am making my last blog for october,
before my password gets changed.
I wanted to quickly wish those very important
October babies a very 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
You all know who you're.

 

and that I want you to know, no matter how long we havn't spoken. I don't go a day without thinking about you.

Love you very much Jarryd khoo, I hope you know this.

GOODLUCK EVERYONE WITH EXAMS.
GIVE IT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE NOW, BECAUSE IT'S ALL YOU REALLY HAVE.

Goodnight lovers, till nov 13th.

LOVE.J

MY CURRENT OBESSION.

TA DAHHHH
Talk about goodlooking
WHAHAHAHAHAHAH, YES I KNOW.


♥LEEMINHO.

Okay, I was just having a lil girl craze thing,
Prob won't last long. Havn't been so crazy in so long.


oh talk about the hangover feeling.
I am taking another break day today HAHAH.
Yes, starting to slack a bit again.
did  a lot today at school though, the year 11s dragged me to wag bm with them today.
AHAHHA those boys hate ghally, his cute like a oompa loompa.
So just spent the class studying with Josh
Had the award morning tea thing, Sammy and fizz never ever fails to make me laugh.
love them both very much, it's people likethem who makes school worth attending.
prac exam etc, english was a bore.

finished early.
Currently 11pm and I havnt done any studies.

Just thinking about stuff now,
why the second thoughts?

No idea, thats what happens when you start me thinking.


GOODNIGHT NOW.

Gonna call my fav person.

LOVE J.

I didn't study today, I went to school for another prac exam and that was that.
wanted to kill Jack big time, some SAC we had ....
Went home and filled in forms for elections and had lunch.
Off to Donny VIP night with bebijzor and friends, Jen joined us also :)
Wasn't that great.

Later Jarryd and I went to watch UP.
cute movie yet sad to some extent.


unco glasses are the new 'in'

Thankyou for tonight Jarryd Khoo.
I did have a very good night, though things didn't end right.

and now the next following 2-3 weeks, is all I have.
till everything comes to an end.
and then another brand new start.

wish I was a tad more hard working, wish some motivation would just kick in without trying too hard.
Wish I had a bit more natural talent.

I don't have any more space to worry about anything else.

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain

Till then, I shall blog again.

Wiping it all away.

It's currently 2.30 am and I am still wide awake, finding it hard to fall asleep.
after all those late nights, falling asleep is always the hardest part.

ANYWAY
for those who still don't know.

I GOT A HAIR CUT


About a week ago, just simply because I was bored.
It was a easy process, untill the point where I figured that I didn't like it.
Credits to Gina for fixing it !